THE MOVE : A STORY OF DREAMS: SECTION TWO
The next day I tried to shake off the dream but like an unwashed cat with fleas, the memory of the dream kept biting at me, and I tried to bury it in my busy work day. I went to the gym as always and the light fading bruises on my wrists were hardly visible and there was just tiny little nip marks on my belly . It was just a dream and nothing more I repeated as I walked the tread-machine uphill at grade 15, my thighs burning. My cell phone lite up with a family text and I went to the task of being the absent monarch of my family. The subject of bad dreams came up and I hit the downward button on the machine and slowed the speed to slow as I answered.
We had a strong connection Dolly and I, as my Scottish grandmother had told me one day, " you have the gift of the seventh sight , your sign of 7" , due to my sign of Pisces. I always seemed to know things before they could happen or sense a person's goodness or bad, finding lost animals and dark dreams. During my travel nurse position in San Diego I saw a female standing in the kitchen looking up at the ceiling, she was dressed in a white shirt with sand color pants, that ended right before her feet. She had light brown hair shoulder length and just stood there staring, I closed my eyes as I thought I was just tired but she remained there. I was not afraid just confused as to why ? This went on for two days and I said nothing to Dolly as I thought not to frighten her but she mentioned it to me exactly as I described it above. She said she also did not want to worry me and she was not fearful, I went to work that day and spoke with a good friend who knew of such things. She was from Columbia and very spiritual, and we became good friends right away. When I told her of the girl in my kitchen she paused over her black coffee and said quietly, " Bonnielynn your an empathetic surely you know this? and if not I am telling you that you are, and you need to make sure you pray and swipe your arms as you leave the hospital" I sat there full mouth dropped to the table looking at my dear friend as she continued, " the dead sometimes do not know they are in fact dead and will follow the light energy of an emphatic soul which my beautiful darling you are, as Dolly ." I said that I had no fear of the woman just curious and I was indeed startled when Dolly shared her vision with me , as I never spoke with her about such issues especially after the death of her father. My friend held my hand, " Bonnielynn why do you think we became such good friends right away? Its because I was drawn to your lightness of good, its OK and the girl in the kitchen should be gone by the third day. But I caution you that like the light the dark will be drawn to you and try to stay by your side in order to either gain entrance to heaven or to harm through you, OR potentially harm you ." I nodded, and thanked my dear loving friend for her support.
Dolly wanted to know if I was alright as I detailed my dreams I neglected the sexual aspect of it and she stated that she also had a dark dream about a naughty child that visits and taunts her to tell her who do go harm. I always get a chill when she tells me of this dream and I instruct her to pray and ask for protection as that is a lower level demon feeding off her life stresses. I agreed to tell her right away if I had any more dark dreams and she questioned how old my building is and suggested perhaps that something in my loft or building was reliving through me ? It would explain the 1930's clothing and building that not longer exists across the street? Had there been a trauma or murder love suicide? I did not know and I did not have the energy to even look into it as I felt the beginning of a horrid cold moving across my body like a Metamucil slime germ commercial and all I wanted to do was sleep.
I made it back to my loft after the salon and saw my New Year Eve's dress laid out across the bed? Had I put it there ? Doubtful as Sparky my cat would have a "day" altering it for me so I was in fact surprised to see it but shrugged it off and hung it up again properly.
I fell asleep and woke again around 0245 thirsty and as I rolled off the bed the bird woman was on my bed looking up at me as I turned , she mumbled " that man who wants to date you will kill you and hide your body do not I warn you go out with him" , I stood looking at her and some how what she said made sense? I went to the kitchen and she followed and jump perching by sink , " he waits for you and YOU must submit and show your gratitude for loving you so " I just looked taking all she said to me and wearing it like a blanket of truth. She rubbed her hands together ," a woman should be glad to crawl and lick to make nice always. " she threw a gold collar at me that had a huge plate in front with strands of gold chains that were long, " put this on and here is a nice coat for you to wear, GO NOW he waits", she tossed a light pink sheer nightdress that fell to my feet . I was naked with a gold collar with chains that covered my breast and a light gown that looked to be again in an era long gone . I felt myself being pulled out my loft door and suddenly to the street and to the hidden apartment entrance I made no attempt to cover myself but to my relief the streets were empty . The bird woman of many faces pushed me through the door and snapped her teeth " crawl to him and say hello " , and the door closed softly to the living room lighted by the fireplace only, as I dropped to my hands and knees, he spoke, " contrition suits you along with your new collar , come here and kiss your greeting" I moved forward. The chains of my collar trailed behind me and shimmered in the fire light as I crawled I kept my head down until I reached his bare feet, he grabbed the chains and pulled slightly. I gently kissed his ankles and moved higher as he pulled on my collar, he smelled clean like soap and when my head was with in his reach he pulled my hair slightly. He started to pet my hair as he had done before I kept my eyes downcast gently kissing the inner aspect of his thighs, I heard his sigh softly, and guide my mouth to his almost hard penis , I continued to kiss and lick in submission. I felt excited being under his control as I knew of his violence and the potential for it if he was again displeased. He forced my mouth open to take in all of what he felt he needed to give me and as he pulled my head up to meet my hardened task I saw his dark nails and pale skin. He was not rough but he was not gentle as my throat opened up to receive more than it had ever before I did not gag as I would have usually I was also in a deep pleasured trance . What ever I was to him was clearly being defined this night as he instructed me to pleasure myself with my hand so he could feel that move through my body in motion with his rhythmic thrusts. I came so completely I felt my knees give way and uterus contract multiple times, he pulled out of my mouth to drench my pink sheer night jacket with his juices that still managed to feel so hot against my skin. He let my head go as I fell back on to the floor looking up at him, he spoke " you don't remember me or us do you?" I said nothing, his smile a little smaller, " I will wake you up Bonnielynn, I will have you as I once did " , I felt my eyes closing to sleep like I had been drugged. I woke in my bed alone in the dark and I was naked except for the collar of gold with the long chains that had fallen to the floor. I rolled over pulling the chains off the ground and slept until noon deeply and innocently like a woman completely satisfied .
We had a strong connection Dolly and I, as my Scottish grandmother had told me one day, " you have the gift of the seventh sight , your sign of 7" , due to my sign of Pisces. I always seemed to know things before they could happen or sense a person's goodness or bad, finding lost animals and dark dreams. During my travel nurse position in San Diego I saw a female standing in the kitchen looking up at the ceiling, she was dressed in a white shirt with sand color pants, that ended right before her feet. She had light brown hair shoulder length and just stood there staring, I closed my eyes as I thought I was just tired but she remained there. I was not afraid just confused as to why ? This went on for two days and I said nothing to Dolly as I thought not to frighten her but she mentioned it to me exactly as I described it above. She said she also did not want to worry me and she was not fearful, I went to work that day and spoke with a good friend who knew of such things. She was from Columbia and very spiritual, and we became good friends right away. When I told her of the girl in my kitchen she paused over her black coffee and said quietly, " Bonnielynn your an empathetic surely you know this? and if not I am telling you that you are, and you need to make sure you pray and swipe your arms as you leave the hospital" I sat there full mouth dropped to the table looking at my dear friend as she continued, " the dead sometimes do not know they are in fact dead and will follow the light energy of an emphatic soul which my beautiful darling you are, as Dolly ." I said that I had no fear of the woman just curious and I was indeed startled when Dolly shared her vision with me , as I never spoke with her about such issues especially after the death of her father. My friend held my hand, " Bonnielynn why do you think we became such good friends right away? Its because I was drawn to your lightness of good, its OK and the girl in the kitchen should be gone by the third day. But I caution you that like the light the dark will be drawn to you and try to stay by your side in order to either gain entrance to heaven or to harm through you, OR potentially harm you ." I nodded, and thanked my dear loving friend for her support.
Dolly wanted to know if I was alright as I detailed my dreams I neglected the sexual aspect of it and she stated that she also had a dark dream about a naughty child that visits and taunts her to tell her who do go harm. I always get a chill when she tells me of this dream and I instruct her to pray and ask for protection as that is a lower level demon feeding off her life stresses. I agreed to tell her right away if I had any more dark dreams and she questioned how old my building is and suggested perhaps that something in my loft or building was reliving through me ? It would explain the 1930's clothing and building that not longer exists across the street? Had there been a trauma or murder love suicide? I did not know and I did not have the energy to even look into it as I felt the beginning of a horrid cold moving across my body like a Metamucil slime germ commercial and all I wanted to do was sleep.
I made it back to my loft after the salon and saw my New Year Eve's dress laid out across the bed? Had I put it there ? Doubtful as Sparky my cat would have a "day" altering it for me so I was in fact surprised to see it but shrugged it off and hung it up again properly.
I fell asleep and woke again around 0245 thirsty and as I rolled off the bed the bird woman was on my bed looking up at me as I turned , she mumbled " that man who wants to date you will kill you and hide your body do not I warn you go out with him" , I stood looking at her and some how what she said made sense? I went to the kitchen and she followed and jump perching by sink , " he waits for you and YOU must submit and show your gratitude for loving you so " I just looked taking all she said to me and wearing it like a blanket of truth. She rubbed her hands together ," a woman should be glad to crawl and lick to make nice always. " she threw a gold collar at me that had a huge plate in front with strands of gold chains that were long, " put this on and here is a nice coat for you to wear, GO NOW he waits", she tossed a light pink sheer nightdress that fell to my feet . I was naked with a gold collar with chains that covered my breast and a light gown that looked to be again in an era long gone . I felt myself being pulled out my loft door and suddenly to the street and to the hidden apartment entrance I made no attempt to cover myself but to my relief the streets were empty . The bird woman of many faces pushed me through the door and snapped her teeth " crawl to him and say hello " , and the door closed softly to the living room lighted by the fireplace only, as I dropped to my hands and knees, he spoke, " contrition suits you along with your new collar , come here and kiss your greeting" I moved forward. The chains of my collar trailed behind me and shimmered in the fire light as I crawled I kept my head down until I reached his bare feet, he grabbed the chains and pulled slightly. I gently kissed his ankles and moved higher as he pulled on my collar, he smelled clean like soap and when my head was with in his reach he pulled my hair slightly. He started to pet my hair as he had done before I kept my eyes downcast gently kissing the inner aspect of his thighs, I heard his sigh softly, and guide my mouth to his almost hard penis , I continued to kiss and lick in submission. I felt excited being under his control as I knew of his violence and the potential for it if he was again displeased. He forced my mouth open to take in all of what he felt he needed to give me and as he pulled my head up to meet my hardened task I saw his dark nails and pale skin. He was not rough but he was not gentle as my throat opened up to receive more than it had ever before I did not gag as I would have usually I was also in a deep pleasured trance . What ever I was to him was clearly being defined this night as he instructed me to pleasure myself with my hand so he could feel that move through my body in motion with his rhythmic thrusts. I came so completely I felt my knees give way and uterus contract multiple times, he pulled out of my mouth to drench my pink sheer night jacket with his juices that still managed to feel so hot against my skin. He let my head go as I fell back on to the floor looking up at him, he spoke " you don't remember me or us do you?" I said nothing, his smile a little smaller, " I will wake you up Bonnielynn, I will have you as I once did " , I felt my eyes closing to sleep like I had been drugged. I woke in my bed alone in the dark and I was naked except for the collar of gold with the long chains that had fallen to the floor. I rolled over pulling the chains off the ground and slept until noon deeply and innocently like a woman completely satisfied .