everyone but you
people say that I'm a little distant
I wouldn't exactly say that I am guarded I suppose?
​I look back at the person I used to be that person is gone
I don't miss
what people think I should
you can't make someone feel something for you that they don't
your life shouldn't hang and such pretense
it was never me
it will never be me
i'm like in abandoned playlist
everyone but me
I can't go back to that knowing that the day would come again like it always did
it makes me sick to think about how sad I could allow myself to feel
it pulls the bottom of my stomach
that kind of fear can kill you dead and I have a lot ahead of me I deserve more than what I was given and less of the lies that were told about me
everyone but me
I accept it
​and it no longer defines me
it's a game and I know it and I won't play because I know it's everyone except me.
Will always be someone better than me